Entirely Unrelated to Healthy Eating

It frustrates me that you break up with a guy, have another guy crushing on you and flirting with you, you say that you're not going to get with him, because of this and that and the other.... then 2 weeks later you're considering dating him. Of course, only after you've gotten over the other guy... which you seemed to have forgotten about already anyway. It makes me sick. When have you ever just had the time to be single? Not while you're getting over somebody, but later on. With only single friends. No guy in sight. Have you ever done that? Not since you've come to uni. Not that I can see. One of my most trusted allies called you a hussy. It shocked me a little bit, but then I stopped and thought about it. It was true. You're constantly with some guy to make you feel better. To make you feel loved. But yet, you can sit there and judge me with all the choices that I make and tear them to pieces. These are the choices that make me happy. I guess your choices are making you happy too... but it really does annoy me that you think you can sit opposite me, spouting on about how good your life is, then when I try to say something about how I'M HAPPY you sit there and judge and criticise and bring me down. I don't like it. That's why I haven't made contact with you for a while. Because I didn't want to have to go through that.

You need to realise that not everything revolves around you. You might be terribly thin, and you say you eat but I know better. I've wanted to be thin like you, for a long time now. I've been jealous as well, about how good you look. But then I realised that you're not comfortable with how you look. Sure, I know that the reason I want to look like you is so I can have the guys drooling over me when I walk down the street. But here's the thing.... you can't casually meet up with a guy for friendship and muck around and not think anything of it. I can. You can't just be yourself. I can. You like to go after the guys that your friend's are interested. I don't. I'm not that shallow, superficial, and I actually care about my friends. You, don't seem to care if it hurts them. Just because you look good, does not mean you can do that. You wonder why all your girlfriends have left you? It's that exact reason. We tell you who we like, then 1 week later, you're dating him.

I don't tell you much anymore. You either try to get the guy that I like, judge me till the cows come home, say horrible stuff about my family, and try to pass it off as a joke. I honestly don't need you in my life anymore. I've thought long and hard about how it would be without you. It would hurt, sure. I've known you for so long. But unless your attitude has an overhaul, I don't think I can tolerate being friends anymore. I'm much happier with other people. Those, who have a joke and don't judge me. Just accept me for who I am. I want to keep those friends. I don't know if I want to keep you.

Rosalinda, xoxo