Home Again, Jiggity-Jog.

I'm back in Armidale. Not a lot has changed here. But heaps has changed in Coffs. I now live with one of my close friends. Why? Because my parent's are getting a divorce. For the second time now, here comes the applause for my father. But at least he's happy, right? At least he is making the decision that will allow him to live a happier life. But it still sucks. Family unit is broken up again, and I semi lose my step mother who was like my biological mother, and also lose my stepsister. Not happy Jan. Not happy indeed.

I don't think they planned for this to happen. I'm sure my father wouldn't have entered into marriage if he thought this would be the outcome. He already got divorced once, why do it a second time?? But alas, that is how the season has changed and hopefully it will be for the better.

I miss you, my dear confused girl. You make the sun shine for me whenever you're around, so I'm sitting in Armidale, looking at the grey sky and knowing why it doesn't shine for me. Go traveling if you want. Lord knows, you need to do something and stop being there for your parent's to rely on so much. You have 2 other capable sisters that could help out. Use them. Yes one's a bitch and treats you like shit. She just needs a serious attitude adjustment. Your other one isn't doing anything else at the moment, so enlist her help. Well, J can't really help because of the children. But please darling, I love you so much and you need to make yourself happy.

Rosalinda xoxo