I'm sorry!

Well I'm guessing I confused you and I'm sorry for that.
But I didn't mean to give you the wrong idea. Not once. Wasn't my intention.
I don't even know what to say to you anymore.. I feel like we've gone to being strangers. It would have helped if you had told me this stuff before. I don't think it would have changed the outcome.... but it would have helped the situation. Alot.
Now I sit here, thinking, the same thing I've been doing for the last 2 weeks since it happened, wondering how it went wrong. Realising that you probably feel like you're talking to a stranger too. I miss the way how we used to talk. I don't know if we can ever go back to that way, or if this is always going to hang over us, slowly destroying everything we built. Some things cannot be undone. This is one of them. Forever, I am going to remember that message you sent me. And forever, it will continue to destroy. I think I've lost two of my best friends because of this. You, and the one other most important girl to me. I'm lucky I still have friends that understand my point of view on this. Otherwise, I would probably just have one guy. And as much as I love him, I need my girls as well.
So I don't know what to do anymore. You want to wait and see how things pan out. Fair enough. We can do that. Just know this: If it seems awakard, thats because I'm waiting till the next time you lose your blob at me. Just waiting, because lately it has been happening alot. I don't want emotional blackmail anymore. Cut the crap, and tell it to me straight. It's called the truth, and yes sometimes it does hurt, but it also helps alot more then the webs that lies create.