FUCK YOU!

You think that you know everything about me but you're not even close! I can't believe it... after everything we've been through and done.... and this is how you turn around and act.

You hurt me first and I have never done anything to deserve this! If I have, tell me. Don't act like an arsehole, just because you're friends are around. Don't blame for things that are going wrong in your life! You want me to be nice to you and lend you things, yet you turn around and hurt me, again and again. I'm fucking over it really. Over your shit. Over you trying to impress your stupid friends by acting like a dick to me. Over your lame excuses. Over it ALL! I didn't want to tell you because you DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE ANYMORE! You got rid of that ability, once you broke it.

I'm not sure even know if I can trust you. You hurt me. You payed out my friends. You couldn't understand why I was friends with some of the people you hated. You take everything so fucking damn literally. Get over yourself. You're not the one thing I think about any more. You're still a friend. But more like somebody who doesn't need to know the innermost personal details of my life.

If it makes you feel any better, no I haven't replaced you. Yet. Unlike what you have seem to do with me. If you read this, don't get angry. Just realise my point of view. Or if you do get angry, tell me why. Tell me WHAT I HAVE DONE LATELY to deserve your arsewhole, shit-head attitude because it's fucking confusing me.

To all my lovelys, I love you. xoxo